It's a foolish thing to be attracted with someone whom you haven't personally seen yet. Whom you haven't even hang out with. Yet you feel the person through distant conversation in such an astounding way. It's like both your hearts suddenly become intertwined. From behind the screens, you imagine how the person acts like. If they smile with every text messages sent. If they laugh when you tried to crack a funny joke. If they feel sad when you got busy with other stuffs. And if they ever remember you even when they're with someone else' company. A lot of things makes you wonder, what if you meet personally? Will it still be the same? Will they still have the same attraction they've had for you? Will they unlike you as soon as their eyes gazed on your flawed self or will that be the start of another forever? However, that certain fear of the possibility of losing them eats you up whole. You can't do anything about it. What if you're just goody good because the person haven't known you more enough? More than enough for them to have reasons to probably get rid of you in the end? So you'll retreat and just stay behind the walls instead. Yet, wishfully hoping that you could be just enough.
It's extremely silly to have feelings for people (what i really mean is to fall in love with them) when you are both on the other side of the world. But as a matter of fact. that's totally, completely, absolutely possible.
