Wondering Whys


Why do we have to meet people whose bound to leave in the end or worse, right in the middle of something when special closeness had already formed?

Why, when you have a lot of love to give yet there's no one else eager and brave enough to take their chance on you. It's like you're not deserving to have your own kind of fairytale to show off in the whole universe. It's like you're better off to be a wallflower hanged in the wall, pretty outside yet broken inside. That it actually made you wonder if there will ever be this time that out in the middle of nowhere someone out there will fearlessly choose to be with you, no matter what the circumstances may be.

Why, maybe those people leave for their own reasons along with the connecting reasons when they enter someone else' life. It sucks when they give the possibility of hope that you will both be together forever but then, they just ripped it away..so easily. 

Why, sometimes, it's not about falling in love rather it's the fear of getting too close and losing that someone in the end or precisely worse, right in the middle of something..and feel that tormenting pain all over again.