THAMD #30 ∞ Exit Point

Dear ∞ Hue,


Did you know that every exit is an entry to somewhere else? In our case, my exit is your entry to your happiness. And for that, I'm the happiest for you.

If ever you're wondering why I need to keep distance and rush out the door, tbh I wonder too. I can just be there to cheer you on and be updated in everything that way I don't even have to miss you, miss us but yeah tse I choose not to, for selfish and selfless reasons.

So there you are asking, what are those reasons?

Selfish ~ I know my place and I know very well things and prios will change. Not that I wanna complain but this is me saving myself from missing our 24/7 convo and you getting cranky for always waiting for me to give you time even the fact that I messaged 5 mins ago you'd still complain and feel neglected HAHAHAHA and I know you'll be busy from now on so I'll miss that and a lot. 

Selfless ~ Because I know this sudden change is super important to you. It's like life is giving back your happiness. I just really hope it'll last this time. And even you insist that it's okay we know it'll be different than how we used to. So to be fair to you (and unfair to me HAHAHAHA) all I wanted right now is for you to savour every happy moments and not worry about me. I want you to give ALL your time and FULL attention to your happiness so don't get mad and say idc because ical okay? Believe me I'll really miss you big time everyday, but just knowing your heart is happy once again is enough for me to move on with life without you again. 

Till next time

..maybe

 

Always ∞ Me

THAMD #29 ∞ Tse

Dear ∞ Hue,


You gave me so much to remember i choose not to forget. Is it even normal?

Always ∞ Me

THAMD #28 ∞ Nine

Dear ∞ Hue,

Wanyir. 

Always ∞ Me

THAMD #27 ∞ HBD

Dear ∞ Hue,

Eat. Pray. Love...

Always ∞ Me

THAMD #26 ∞ April Fools

Dear ∞ Hue,

The official day for fools and those fooled. Is there a need to celebrate?
Let's meet then.

Always ∞ Me

THAMD #25 ∞ No Hues

Dear ∞ Hue,

Someone's trying to get my attention. That someone may have succeeded a bit. In a way coz that someone talks argues and acts like you. I know for sure it's not really you. But kind of like you, though even with all that, i know, it can't be you. Coz i know no one can ever be like you.

You're different. I'm kind of strange. Ayt?

Always ∞ Me

THAMD #24 ∞ such a Relief

Dear ∞ Hue,

Know what happened last friday the 13th? Ohh. Wish me luck! Some unusual things really did occur that day but the highlight of it all was that – All my e-books and movies (mostly cartoons -_- ) got accidentally DELETED. (With strenuous effort i was able to restore it the next day..thank God!) 

and i think i saw you.. 

In my dreams?

Always ∞ Me

THAMD #23 ∞ Series of the Recent Past

Dear ∞ Hue,

Another friday the 13th. There's no such thing as badluck, i know. But somehow i find myself waiting for something unusual to happen. Something that would convince me that this day is really different from the normal booooring days. Im so busy lately but it amazes me that i still think about you. Months had gone fast yet the memories keep on flashing in my mind. Actually, i've got it all recorded that it automatically plays like a TV series in my head anytime, anywhere. Just like that. Who cares anyway? 

Always ∞ Me

THAMD #22 ∞ Pandora

Dear ∞ Hue,

I never thought i could write so much in here. This little box wherein my emotions are tightly sealed. I wonder maybe someday, one day, you'll came across this page and probably you won't care much about whatever is in here. But that's okay. I guess..or maybe not?

Always ∞ Me

THAMD #21 ∞ Keep out of reach of Heartbreakers

Dear ∞ Hue,

Quite busy lately. A lot of things to do. Dozen of projects that needed dire attention. Still coping to learn this hard lesson life ever had given me. Honestly tired watching everyone else leave, so since then I've put a sign outside my box, it says "Please do not open, Too Broken to be Fragile." Wasn't it a good one?

Always ∞ Me

THAMD #20 ∞ Payday The 15th

Dear ∞ Hue,

After all the hardwork, there comes this day when it's quite tempting to shop around...a lot, hang out at the bookstore to find interesting books, watch a movie maybe and spend the rest of the time coffeeing at my most favorite cafe. I wanna treat you but you tricked me with goodbye and swiftly take off. That easy? i knooooow. Tse! 

Always ∞ Me

THAMD #19 ∞ Single The 14th

Dear ∞ Hue,

Happy Valentines! I bet you got a date. Well, to tell you, I had lots too. Turning myself into a lovely calendar for this day is damn effective to get all the dates I've ever dreamed. Muhaha. (laugh!) Okay, seriously, I don't mind, it's just a day. A day for the flower shops to get a lot of orders. A day for excessively buying flowers, chocolates, bears or whatever. It's a waste to spend too much, yes it's sweet, but was it really love anyway?

Always ∞ Me

THAMD #18 ∞ Friday The 13th

Dear ∞ Hue,

It's Friday and it's 13th! When this kind of day comes, I'm more watchful of the things that's gonna happen around me. Not actually waiting for any bad luck but they say, chances are quite big that bad things can really happen. For me, it's just all in the mind and it's the matter of seeing good things out of the bad. Was it annoyingly traffic? Not badluck, you just lost your patience. Backache? No, that's not even bad luck, that's signs of aging!!! Wonder how could I still make fun of you with all the aches I have? Don't ask.. might be bad luck haha. Be safe always..k?

Always ∞ Me

THAMD #17 ∞ Writefully yours

Dear ∞ Hue,

I write letters to you that you won't ever see, you might not even read. For all you care, I know. Eh?

Always ∞ Me

THAMD #16 ∞ Heart of Mine

Dear ∞ Hue,

Im soooo faraway..but still, youre so close in my heart. I wont ask why, i'll just be thankful coz i may be alone in this life but atleast my heart isn't empty — you're there..always. Be happy k? -_-

Always ∞ Me

THAMD #15 ∞ What Hurts the Most

Dear ∞ Hue,

Leaving me like the last cookie in a jar, broken and empty without a crumb of chocolate chips that made me all bitter again. Okay. maybe you didn't leave. For a couple of times you just made me feel that you can't stay. Why me?

Always ∞ Me

THAMD #14 ∞ Over Me

Dear ∞ Hue,

Your sweet words is a fantasy, i  almost believe it's all true. Just that, your actions — it tell most about what is actually..real. I almost said I love you but you choose to bid goodbye. Why that's easy for you? :( 

Always ∞ Me

THAMD #13 ∞ Unremembered

Dear ∞ Hue,

All the time i remember you yet it feels like you've forgotten about me. Maybe some people really tend to forget when they're too happy or when they just dont care anymore. Too sad. Endured the pain of missing you and being ignored. It isn't supposed to be this way but i guess that's your kind of way. Be happy with your choice..k?

Always ∞ Me

THAMD #12 ∞ Same Old Brand New Feeling

Dear ∞ Hue,

I hope things would get better and fall back into place anytime soon. I dont ever want to lose you but its sad coz maybe you gave up a part of us already. Changes..you know how much i hate it. Its unfair that you changed and i am left unchanged. Damn, i miss you a lot. Why is that? 

Always ∞ Me

THAMD #11 ∞ Huenibears

Dear ∞ Hue,

You're soooo faraway..yet when i look up in the dark night sky i know we could be staring at the same moon..and stars. I swear to the universe, there's only one moon and of course, only one You among the countless stars. Idk I guess a part of me will be always be wishing..waiting for you endlessly. And oh..do hue even care?

Always ∞ Me